Too much on my hands….too little with her. I admire her fiercely for her will and drive to push herself and make a future. I just need some now.
Feeling drained, low energy, tired, and just plain angry that I have to do all of this myself. My ex was always a selfish person….and having her here wouldn’t have made any difference…but man is this job difficult. Never enough time with the boys, always feeling guilty, and yet I push on and try my hardest to give them what they need.
39 minutes doesn’t cut it. I need some real time.
I just don’t see enough of her. It drives me crazy. Few overnights, limited time, I’m going crazy.
Two years ago I did something out of character for me. I figured if I didn’t I would regret it forever….and I made the right one. I’ve never regretted my choice….and I found something I wasn’t looking for. I found love…and more. Thank you J….so very very much.
Drained and down
Dwelling on something that shouldn’t take this much attention. It’s bothering me though and I don’t know how to handle it. I guess the best way is to be up front and direct about it. But I don’t want to question my faith.
What would *you* do?
Just can’t stop smiling :-)
Missing my love….
Can’t wait for a day when I can come home to her